Is it over?
August 25, 2010
I got that urge to give you a text, just to ask how you’ve been. But i still ended up deleting everything and keeping back my phone. Thoughts came to me while i wrote that message, it’s like i don’t deserve your replies and i don’t want to disturb your life again. I just want you to do well in your studies and live life happily. I guess that’s the only love i can show you. Isn’t it? Like they say, as long as your love one is happy you’ll be happy too.
I feel really sad when i think that i can only love you by this way? But what can i do? It’s really the best way and the only way.
I’ll still always be waiting for you silently, because you teach me what’s love.