Today was work work work work again. This job as a promoter for Samsung at Courts Megastore is boring! But the pay’s good. At least i got a talking partner to talk to, can waste time.

This few days have been tough for me, never felt so lost and tough at all. I so much want to find a solution to this problem, but, there’s no way it can be solved. I feel so helpless, but?? I brought this all on myself, all these shit. Blame me for being this childish, this foolish. Who can i blame but myself? I don’t blame you for hating me, because i deserve it. I’m not asking for anything in return, i’m ashamed of myself already. I just want to sliently protect you and know that you’re safe.

I love you, but it’s all too late for me….