I’m so glad, really glad that you allowed me to message, because that’s really all i want and the least i can ask of you. You made me smile with that. Thank you.

Life likes to make a fool of people don’t they? Haha making me remember the past one by one, every single night as i lie to sleep, images flash to me.

Remember how i said to you in the car? That i have already thought of how i want to propose to you when we grow up? I could see that cheeky smile at that time.  Remember how you got angry when i joked around telling you that i lost my wallet? Remember every trip home on bus5?? Remember how i teared when you had your first day of school? Tearing up was the one thing i never expected myself to do. For you, i teared.

I suddenly miss all these, from the quarrels we had and that silly or crazy you playing around. Actually i miss everything that has you. I still have a box of things that we had last time, i didn’t throw it away. I now realise i love some things because it was some how related to you. Memories that i so don’t want it to be. I want it to be real. But it’s too late.

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